“This Is Us” finally returns with new episodes after a long winter break. This episode features adult Kevin as he goes through a crisis while in flachbacks, young Kevin and Jack share scenes that parallel adult Kevin’s journey as Jack takes him to a football training camp. The episode is called “There” and airs Tuesday, February 9 on NBC.

When we last saw Kevin, he was on the phone with pregnant fiancé Madison, who was having complications while Kevin was away on a movie shoot. Kevin and Madison’s already strained relationship (she’s not sure if he really wanted this family with her and she’s not sure she wants to be a part of this actor’s (I go where the “work-is-life-style”) seems to take another hit as Kevin races home to be with her in her hour of need.

Check out some photos from the episode below.